Tremor

[Tremor]

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TREMOR

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I've got to walk away while there's still hope
Learn to erase the love I know
And let you go
'Cause what I thought was love was only lies
Taking what you want, left me behind
As my heart dies..
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NAME; Tremor

pronunciation; Truh-em-or
nickname;Trem, Tremble (Sorek only)
meaning; Involuntary shaking of the body or limbs, as from disease, fear, weakness, or excitement; a fit of trembling.
origin; Latin

GENDER; Male
AGE; Two Years
BIRTH SEASON; Autumn
SPECIES; Timber Wolf
PACK PREFERENCE; Ilahlari
RANK; Slave

FUR COLOR; Charcoal, Blue, White.
EYE COLOR; Red.
BODY BUILD; Muscular.
UNUSUAL MARKINGS; Three circles lone his back as well as a cross against his rump and across his face. There's a large variation of triangles and swirls around his legs and on his shoulders is a triangle with three dots on each corner. He's got a white dipped tail and a single dot before the color change. He's mostly black with white ears and a blue under pelt. He's also got a line down his back which is more of an 'x' shape on either side of his sides.

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION;

Tremor's a large guy. It's a wonder how he's not years older than Sorek. He's built like a tank. Large brutish paws and thick rippling muscles line his body. He's quite a bit larger than Sorek and much more dangerous. His claws will shred into flesh and disembowel those who disobey Nahani. His physique seems to shrink in the presence of his alpha making him appear smaller than he would normally stand were he a loner. He's crazed for power and thus trains every day, his youth is not a hindrance but rather allows him to continue to push himself to further his goal for ultimate power. He's still at least decently skinny, not quite towering over others yet he's larger than average. Easily having the appearance of wise beyond his years, but that he is not. He's a darker looking male with bright gleaming red eyes, if looks could kill he'd be well on his way to a rampaging spree of death. His fur is short, exceptionally show and it's very scruffy and rough to the touch, not very fluffy what so ever.

AFFILIATION; Chaotic Dark.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION; Asexual.

LIKES!;

• Nahani.
  
• Power and a sense of purpose.
  
• Being better than others in physical prowess.
  

DISLIKES!;

• Sorek.
  
• Failure.
  
• Stories.
  

PERSONALITY!;

Perhaps it is unfair to judge Tremor so simply. He is different in his personality than one might understand. It is true that he devotes himself to gaining power but he is a male driven by jealousy. It's not easy being older and being upstaged by a younger sibling. It's not easy feeling like an outcast and a misfit simply for being different. Perhaps Tremor's darkness in his heart was welded into it by outside forces. No he is not remotely violent nor insane, he is simply of a different mindset. He's quite miserable if anyone were to dig below the surface. Seeking approval is not something he wishes to do but rather feels the absolute need to achieve. He is ranked so low by choice so that he might not fail his responsibilities, considering his low check list of things to do. He worships those who would give him higher purpose, who would allow him to prove himself and show that his life is not fleeting. He is simply a young wolf thrust into adult life. He has no time for childish games or stories. The stress of being better, of being worth someone's time has gotten to him, perhaps driven him a bit insane.

He's a very tormented soul. On the outside he holds his facade proudly. His large size being very impressionable upon others they dare not fuck with him. Thus he is given a large chunk of space from others. He's often very alone and thus within his inner workings he's a bleeding heart. He certainly misses his carefree life and his would be family yet he never shows it. He can't show it. His emotions bottle up inside and he extinguishes them, he hardens his heart, and thus every day a chunk of what he used to be seems to die. He is losing who he once was to become something he shouldn't desire to be. He is so far desensitized that death and carnage no longer bother him. That he does not cringe if he were to be slapped upside the head. He merely takes it, allowing his ego and his weakness to be forcibly ripped out of him. He doesn't need company nor love, they are fleeting in his mind and even though he may try to find another that is willing to help him with his struggles he find he will ultimately have to push them away.

HISTORY!;

`MOTHER: N/A
`FATHER: N/A
`SIBLINGS: Sorek

`MATE: N/A
`PUPS: N/A

Hardly much to tell. Living in that pathetic excuse of a pack being expected to do so much with no direction was hardly a place to live. It wasn't a place to live truthfully. Sorek, Sorek got so hung up on all of the stories of old. He lived in the past, believed the hogwash they forced down our throats to be true, that the underdogs who refused to let go of their past were heroes of some sort. If only he wasn't so stupid, if only he wasn't so weak. He was weak, physically, mentally, so very encouraged and impressionable. It was childish. How he could be so much better at me in everything was beyond ridiculous. It made no sense, I was bigger, I was older. How come he got all of the praise and admiration and I was left with the scorn and shame? He was my brother, but he was also my burden. I hate that weasel of a canine. Not even fit to be a wolf really, yet there he is now with the ultimate power of a pack still stuck on stupidity.

Saving the land, hardly. They should save themselves from their own ignorance. Nahani is not a monster. He is kind and willing to give those who wish to prove themselves a chance. What do they know, they know nothing they are fools! All of them. I would rather die a slave than live next to that god forsaken worm of family I'm forced to be related to. He may be my brother in terms of blood but I feel nothing for him. I hold no regret for leaving...I can't...I refuse. Love is a pathetic excuse to not wish to better one's self. I must choose the path that is right for me. He knew nothing about me, absolutely nothing. Playing childish games when we were pups was one thing, but growing older and still reliving the old washed up stories embellished with nonsense is another. I went to seek the truth, and once I have learned it I wish nothing more than to embrace the ways of my leader, my mentor. I will give him everything to prove I am not weak, I cannot be weak. I will not fail him..

THEME SONG(S)!;

• "My Last Goodbye", BY Trading Yesterday.
  
• "Poor Unfortunate Souls", BY N/A.
  

MEMBER NAME; Sorek

RP EXAMPLE; Check Sorek's profile.

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